Pretty much sums it up. i wrote this Last year though.

I Hate my face
I hate this place
I'm nothing but a disgrace
I'm certainly not out of place here
When will my life become crystal clear?
Who knows maybe sometime in the new year?
there's really Nothing stopping me but fear.
don't try and tell me this is all bad luck when I know I'm really just stuck here.
I've become lost In my own Mind, yet there's nothing there for my to find.
and now I'm sitting here just trying to rhyme... When I'm really just wasting time here simply Lost again Lost in my own Mind. ~Nov~ 30th~ 2011~!

bLeh

i have always had this feeling like i should be doing more then i already am,
i feel like i am wasting my life away, that i am going no where in life, even though i have gone so far already. i feel stuck, like if nothing is going to ever happen, that the things i want in life are just that "dreams" and a wast of time.
not that ima give up because I'm NOT, it just sucks to sit back and feel like its better to just give up, because it feels like nothings going to happen