Saturday, May 10, 2014

homesick, More like homeStuck.

I crave places I can hardly remember, I can't tell where I belong, or where it is that I went wrong. Everything I've seemed to know feels gone. I've been lost for so long, I can't tell right from wrong or heaven from hell.

It all blends together into one big fucking mess I call my life.

I crave things out of my reach, I try to be loud and to preach to the people.. But how can I when I don't even know what I'm telling them. I need to learn to take my own damn advice. Start helping myself, instead of leaving my needs to rot on the shelf.

I need someone to bring me back before I sink to far into the deep. But nobody seems to care for me like I do.
Like I do for everyone but me. My eyes are open but I can't see. All that's left is the darkness inside of me.