There was an island, somewhere off in the sea, where he sailed away for miles, After life's countless trials, Only to find himself at this land Lost somewhere, Where not even the pirates had dared to be. Alone, And guided by the stars which was all he could see, That's where he found me. Twinkling, In the darkness where I was meant to be. No longer hidden away, No more being stuck in life where all around me was black & grey.

 The things he'd speak, were words I could never say. But he couldn't stay. Not here, Not anywhere. His heart was made to wonder, His body made for sonder. How I longed for him to stay with me for longer. The forces between us were stronger than the sea. So I followed him into the blue, Because that was the only thing left for me to do. Captain, Oh, Captain.
 My ferocious  Pirate Even if my heart were to desire it,
 Don't let this lost girl drown.
Our starts were aligned, the contract has been signed.
 I am yours, and you are mine. Forever drifters lost at sea.
Just me, and just you.
Our Sails have been set into the roaring ocean blue.

Crying out to the Moon
almost a loon. Waiting for the morning light that comes too soon.
But the sunshine smiles
and it warms my soul filling the darkness and making me whole.
but the moon is never dull, and neither is life. Trudging on despite all the strife.
It cries for me and sees my tears, It listens to all my fears.
It knows the pain inside my years.
Of pasts gone by forever changed, often times making one seem deranged. Howling.
Knowing i’d never be the same, And that if I could be, I'd forever be lame.
But these tears are also filled with joy,
for when i live in the simple moment
I can laugh so hard my tears are heaven sent.
Even if my life has always been hellbent.
Crying Moon knows when life is real,  Crying moon teaches me how to feel.
the dreams I live are all revealed, No longer stuck inside or sealed. 
Happy smiles and gasps for air,
as tears fall in joy and despair. The good always outweighs the bad. 
The happy always outweighing the sad. 
this life is real but so are these dreams, the ones that have me on the edge of my seat bursting at the seams.
The moonlight has a beautiful gleam,  I'm no longer a lone wolf. 
And even in the darkness everything is as it seems. 

Step into the morning light, And bask in the beautiful sights. 

You are their sunshine, even if it has never felt that way, You have words to say. And they'll listen. Just step out into the light and let yourself glisten. 

I’m finally starting to realize that my radiance is something I cannot hide, Even though it’s something I've been known to keep locked up inside. When I look at myself in the mirror, after a night out, It can’t be any clearer Just how happy I've become, Yet there’s still sadness hidden behind the stars in my eyes. Hiding behind a life that feels like a lie. Where's that fine line,of belonging, when I get a sense of my thoughts and actions,
which are lies? The person I am, Seems to still be the person I am not.
And everyday I'm left with the thoughts....
I'm so lost, I want to figure it all out but what are the costs?
When did I let this guard down, Enough to let myself never get to frown... Even when my favorite people are around. I feel as if most days My heart is Out of me, and being dragged on the ground. Noticed, Stepped on, bruised, abused, there's a difference than if it were on my sleeve.
I wish I could let the thoughts leave. I wish I could let myself believe. That Who I am, Is who  I want to be. And that the struggles don't define, That thin thin line. Between myself, and me. there's definitely a difference, And even a sense of resemblance. But there's still work to be done here. Maybe this really isn't supposed to be my year. Nothing is clear.
Believe to see? Me?