My body kicks itself into overdrive
Explosions of feelings come alive.
I'll do anything just to survive one more night.

I can't fall asleep, but I can't stay awake, every word I say seems to break.
Choking up with every breath I take.

Writing, waiting, Crashing. Sleep.

Sleep is all I need, little moments of nothing where everything is stopped.

My brain is mush, i need that life push.

Anything to keep me from this.

That well known dark abyss. Everything I've ever been used to.

Exactly where you put me, exactly where It seems I'm meant to be.

When will I break free!?
Open my eyes to see.....
that it's all just inside of me.