so..

i caved i had a sprite with dinner and ate oreos today... and to tell you the truth they both made me sick and i can't say that i couldn't live without them for awhile.
yesterday was panda express
the day before was fair food
and now this?

but guess what i've still been loosing weight and that's amazing. YOU CAN eat what you want and still loose weight. you just have to use your self control to stop yourself when enough is enough.

i've cut out alot of foods, and i have been eating healthier than normal so i guess the good outweighs the bad. So back to today so what i gave in to myself and had some junky foods tomorrows another day and i'll live i have self control this time around no cheating myself, no feeling bad about eating what i want it's wonderful!!! Things are different this time and i'm loving it the soda i had made me sick and honestly it didn't even taste good but you know what i'm glad i drank it.. i proved to myself that i'll be okay without it but i also proved to myself that if i do feel like giving in that's okay IT'S OKAY to drink soda and eat oreos if i want to and when i want to that's what i love this time around i could easily go eat the rest of the box of oreos or go open another can of that soda but i won't because i know in the long run going without it'll be worth it THAT and it's not worth feeling like crap over. so yeah i'm going to start updating this blog alot more often than usually.. no more only coming on here to complain about a beautiful life. From now on i'm going to do my best to keep this blog happily updated with some bitching on the side when i need it.