I taste the future . 
where forgetting is a crime
but remembrance a sin
waiting for the sadness to begin again. 
but when. 

This up and down, does nothing but make me frown. 
You've become my clown. I hate you, and you scare me,
but you make me laugh, you make me cry. YOU MAKE ME WANT TO DIE. 

as i sit here and sigh, will i ever be able to look you in the eye again? 

was everything you said to me just a lie until the end. 
was it all pretend. You never really loved me, i was a possession, another heart added to you're collection, i need you and your protection, i can't stand this new rejection. 

you warned me, but i was to blind to see, why can't we just set each other free? my love for you has no comparison to yours for thee, as does your love compared to thee to me. You're so fucked in the head, i honestly think we'd both be better of dead. Yes me too, you've left my life without anything, nothing to see but blue. 
 Left to think if what you're saying now is even true.

you were my life my new dream, and you left my life falling apart at the seams.  

should i say goodbye? or should i stick by your side and try. Love should give me butterflies not tears, i should be filled with utter happiness not fears.  She was around for years, and i for only months. But that doesn't justify what you hid, what you DID.  are you satisfied. because my love and hope has died. And only you can save me, can't you see? All that's left is you and me.