Torn between love and hate, Is this what you'd call fate!?
I fear when he tries again, It will be a little too late. I need To begin to start again, there will always be other men. BUT WAIT. My hearts still locked up in a crate. I have to break out, inside i scream and shout. I know they're right, he doesn't even put up a fight. Why am i still thinking so late at night? It leads to nothing but pain, and sorrow. Leaving me to sleep the day away tomorrow.

Am i ever to trust again, or should i drop it now and leave him with his sin. He was wrong, and i was right. but is trying again even worth the fight. Will our love ever be able to take flight? After breaking me so badly, oh so sadly. It's tragic, and he needs magic. To pick up the pieces, and to make me whole. To fix what he broke, and to reap what he sows. Oh god i hope my pain shows. He needs to know, How hurt i am, and how he's to blame. So he never puts my name to shame. For sticking by him until the end. I'm on the mend, but all of what i've done so far is still just pretend.

 I'm no better at all, i'm still waiting to be pushed back down, waiting for that fall. But mostly i just sit here waiting for his call, the one i'll never get. I should just forgive and forget. But that would give me even more regret. He's worse than i would've ever thought, all the pain that they had brought. It was pored into me. don't you see? I can save him, But he can't save me.