I swore i'd never let myself get like this again, but here i am.
Watching my phone like a hawk, waiting for someone to talk.
Come back to me, it's almost easy. Once you called me baby, and life started to feel breasy.
Everything else stopped making sense, My world flipped upside down. I let myself drown.
Waiting for you to come and save me, i lost myself once more.
I let it go to far.
melting slipping turning black like tar.
should've never expected you to come back. Not when my hearts so dead and black. You were never mine, But i wanted you to be. Don't you see? i still think you're one for me. even if as a friend. This was never stupid or pretend. Our connection was real, and i wish you were back so i could tell you how i feel.
You brought me back to life, and then left me to save yourself.
I was left sitting on the shelf, like an old toy missing the hands of that dear little boy.
come back to me, come back and you'll see. i let you go, So you could learn to be free.
i just hope you better yourself and come back happy. I couldn't keep that smile on your face.
 Although i fear i never put it there in the first place. My world turned upside down when you came into my life. and when you left it flipped back, But it still feels so, so off track. Without you here, without you to call my dear. I lost my energy and miss the synergy.
 between the you and i that never was.
between the you and i that'll never be. even thought it's all i seem to see. or think about anymore. But it doesn't matter anymore, these feelings are natural and usual for me. My hearts so sore it doesn't even feel like pain anyway. God i need you back today.