Saturday, September 7, 2013

How I yearn for his warm embrace
Tears fall down my face
Can you see in my eyes
How much I hate our goodbyes
I think about you all the time
I know in the end we will be just fine.
Touch me..Love me..be with me
the way we are suppose to be
I've always wanted to be with you
and do the things that lovers do
Tell me you want to be with me
and that we were meant to be
Precious pain go away
Please don't come back another day
Dreaming of you
is all I do
This fire I feel...sparks...heat ...exotic...burning inside
My feelings for you I cannot hide
wishing..hoping....yearning..wanting..needing you near
Oh god can you tell how much I want you dear
I can't pretend anymore.
the pain i feel is far too real, but your heart is mine i must resteal.
i need you in my life, you give me drive, and the want to strive. 
It's you...whom I adore
It's you whom I've been longing for
I just want to give you my love..my heart
everything i've felt from the start.
it's all still there begging to come out.
but instead i sit here and pout.
i cry all the time yet my life is in a drout.
filled with so much doubt.
i trusted you again
was it a mistake or a blessing?
are we to begin again? or is all of this just a bunch of pretend?
when will we ever see the end. The light in the dark, the little happiness spark. 
 I never want us to be apart
In the moonlight I wish on the stars that you were here 
instead of being there.
filled with so much fear, and hate about you calling someone else dear.
when in my mind our change was near. stuck blinded in headlights like a deer.
do i jump out of the way? Or do i stay? To get hit. i understand i can't keep  throwing fits. but theres just so much to say so much to admit. 
One day I will feel your warm embrace again. 
instead of the  tears that fall down from my face.
we will get out of this place. 
we will win the race. Against our souls. Never stopping to pay the tolls. Were run aways ones just looking for a place to stay. a place to be safe and call home, a place all of our own. A place where our demons are free to roam, Freedom from them at last, no more repeating or being stuck in the past. 

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