Here lays my heart,
All broken and torn;
There are no feelings left in it,
For me to mourn.

Here lays my mind,
Which has repressed;
All the memories we have shared,
That have left me a mess.

Here lays my soul,
Which you took away;
Along with my faith and trust in you,
That you broke in a day.

Here lays my body,
All mangled and left to die;
I hope that I can get through this,

I hope that there's still a you and I. 

As in You and me. together as one, it was only a fight right!? a fight that ended and was over that night. I didn't mean to find a reason to push you away from me, i just wish i could make you see, all the things have bottled up inside of me. I can't hide my feelings from you, they always get blurted out sometimes even the things that aren't really true, sometimes the things that i know will just make the both of us feel blue. Thank you for sticking by me, thank you for being my glue when i needed you. I'm hoping you'll someday see just how damn much you really do mean to me. i'm not the same anymore, somethings changed, who knows maybe it's for the better, but i need you more than ever before. i know i've become clingy and probably do nothing but annoy you anymore, just know i pushed you because i'd rather push than be pushed. i love you and i'm still so scared that one day you'll change your mind and won't love me back. therefore i'll push you away until you either A grab me and pull me back in, or until B i push so hard i have to leave you. or you give in and leave me instead. hopefully neither of those things in B happen because i love you and i sit here hoping you truly do love me to.