OoooOooOops i did it again.

Let me start by saying over thinking will surly be the death of me the death of us?
I do this to myself every damn night. I lay here thinking of you and i can't help but wonder if you're even thinking of me too..?
No one will ever see the side reflected, and if there's something wrong who would've guessed it. I'm not okay DON'T YOU SEE THAT I'M NOT OFCUCKINGK? I meant it when i said you bring out the beast in me. I can't handle the countless sleepless nights, the constant voice in the back of my mind. This would be so much easier if you wouldn't have broken all of my walls down so fast and easily. I can't help but feel unsafe and un guarded all the time now, i love you i really do and honestly that scares the living shit out of me.
I have no safety net left, and i have no ways of knowing i won't just get hurt. But you know what it's not you it's me isn't it... I'm the one in control of my thoughts i'm the one in control of my feelings so why do i keep getting like this..? Maybe it's the fear of not knowing..
Do you really think that i can't see right through you i'm emphatic, and i have dreams. I know that everything you say isn't always what it seems. I can tell you've been lying, and facebook the root of all evil in every relationship doesn't help you in this at all. CHEYENNE FACEBOOK IS BULLSHIT DON'T LET IT GET TO YOU LIKE THIS. SERIOUSLY JUST DON'T STOP NO JUST NO.!!

Just let it all go,
his love isn't just for show.
and this you know.
he makes your heart glow.
don't ruin it.
don't let things get to you.
it'll just make you over think and leave you blue.
this we all know is true.
You love him and he loves you.
Leave it at that.
Now you're the one who's being a brat.
going around, letting the thoughts throw you to the ground.
you won't get hurt, just you wait and see.
just let it all be..
I bet you he feels the same way you do.
this is probably true.
now you're just trying to rhyme coo coo cachoo!
now you're just wasting time.
this poem defiantly won't be one to show em.
You're perfect to him don't you see
 there is no need to worry you've just gotta let go of all the thoughts and let it be.
and in the end it'll be just you and he.