feeling myself calming down slowly,
 flushing a bit at our reactions.
I had never been one to keep my emotions in check,
especially when it came to something i cared about.
I should have known what buttons not to push,
Afterall he had been around long enough.
 Perhaps that was why this apology was so easy to stomach.
I was in the wrong, But then again so was he.
For he once made me giddy and  filled me with glee.
 darkness now is all i can see.
I'll get through this, So will he, as we shall remain a we.
I gave in to you, and now things between us have changed.
Leaving me deranged, somethings just not the same.
Am i the one too blame? Am i wrong to be sitting here in shame
i'm Calling out for you screaming your name.
 I want nothing more than to know where we went wrong.
as i sit here replying our songs.
I need to know, what i should do and if i was right to stay and not go.
Was your love for me real? or was this just another game.
 just another heart for you to steal.
oh what a shame what a shame.
i've simply gone insane.

I've simply lost my brain.