All of my posts seem to be about the same things lately... But yet still different i guess...

So let's switch it up a bit shall we?... Yes yes we shall.

I'm slowly starting to get unstuck. I drove today and i mean really drove. Not that pussy back road driving I've done in the past. And finally getting over that fear of mine was a big thing and it opened my eyes a little. I mean sure i'm still scared of driving, Still scared of a lot of things actually. But i'm beating that fear. Slowly maybe? And not all at once. But regardless i'm beating it. And for me that's a huge accomplishment. Schools next. Which is  going to be soooooo much harder to beat.  But i've got to suck it up and do it.
 My mom just came in with popcorn... I think i squealed. Ermergerd so happeeehh she loves me SHE REALLY LOVES ME... or at least knows the way to my heart is food xD Okay back to topic. I'm sucking it up and doing what i have to do to get "un stuck" Because it's definitely been long enough. Almost a year to be exact. Almost a year since i turned 16 and vowed to change. Almost a year since things started going downhill to only get worse... BlahBlahBlah. Although i'm proud of myself for driving a little i know it's not enough to get me out of this. And it's surly not enough for me to want to attempt to tackle school... Just yet... Let's start to get driving down first. And let's keep it as simple yet as complicated as that..