Because even the smallest of words can be the ones to hurt you, or save you...

But who's to say it can't be both!?... It's safe to say i've had a rough couple of days and that's to say the least. I've never been one for being reliable... I mean sure i'm good at listening but talking definitely isn't my strong suit... And lately i'm the only one doing any talking... It's just everything was going so well, and now it's turned to hell. Guess it was to early to tell. Nothings ever perfect and this is just another test. We'll get through it put it behind us and leave the past to rest. At least i'll try my best. God god what happened to us? We only lasted a few days without shit trying to pull us apart again!? Am i stupid for sticking with it thus far?

If you hesitate and look away,
Then hope you never have to say,
I could have saved a life that day,
But I chose to look the other way.
I don't want to loose you. 

They say things have to get worse before they can get better. 

this love has been cursed, but things can change, As long as they don't stay the same. 

Because i can't take it, i'm loosing what's left of my brain. 

Lost all hope, going insane, At the end of my rope.

Wanting so badly to let go, wanting so badly to just say no. 

Oh, Oh, Oh, this goes to show. 

That love is true, that together we can make that light shine through. \

Left here alone, waiting to be shown, 

that you still care, and that you're still there. 

Forever thinking your last text will be the last, that i'll end up here forever being stuck in the past, Never being able to let go, never being able to say no. Never seeing you show. 

This isn't just a game, i assure you we are not the same. Let me show....